25-04-2010;11.14pm

why must you all compare me with bro&sis?
ya,i know.They alr know/think what to do in the future,but i havent.I know bro&sis all was in EXPRESS stream and i'm the only one who is in NORMAL ACADEMICstream.Ya,its true that i need to study 1 more year in Secondary School compared with them.Do you all know my feeling whenever you all compare me with sis and bro?Its not i dont want think abt my future,i really dont know what to do?Cant i just think after my 'N' level?I alr told you all i want the course in ITE/POLY,but you all disagree and say its not suitable me.It doesnt mean i keep quiet means i dont care,it just that i really dont know.You all think i dont want to be a smart and good daughter and then you all can be proud?And sis always say me useless,did you all help me?She dont even respect me,why must i respect her?so what if she earns money from her blogshop?it doesnt mean she can anyhow say me/insult me?i'm also your daughter,i'm also who was inside your stomach 10months,why is that your caring,your attitude towards me and them is so different?

You all should know i hate ppl touch and use my things without asking me.But cant i angry?Is like what i do you all bosong,give me that fcuking attitude.i also got attitude,i also got feeling!i touch their things,you all help them to scold me.They touch my things,what you all say?They take my things and nvr put back to the original place,did you all help me?I tried my best to become a good daughter and alr nvr go out with friends and nvr take you'll money bcos now we have some financial problem.And now i dont even say and ask abt my birthday for the coming July.I tried my best to help you all,whatever you all want to go i tried my best to go with you all and help you all,did bro and sis do those things?In the end what i do for you all is nothing,bcos you all nvr think of me.Whenever you all do,you all just think about bro and sis first,what abt me?Now i want ask you all,what more you all want me to do?
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20-04-2010;9.35pm

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Going Javelin later,sibei sianz!
i shall post maybe aft my prelims?
byeee(:

04-04-2010;9.42pm

Laoba and Laoma are back!!!wooohoooooo!they bought alot of food!((:
Tmr schooling again,idontlikemyclass.i dont like schooling.
Oh ya,Laoba and Laoma maybe going malaysia tmr again to扫墓,laobu can i go?I dont want go school!):
Ya,this few day i watched 'We Got Married',very funny and nice,shall watch it later aft my bathe.(:,Family going Taiwan on June,and i cant go,bcos of exam and asp,i super sad,super super sad!):,Got to go bathe now,byeeee!(:

02-04-2010;9.26pm

me long time nvr post a proper post,hahahahaha!i'm just busylazy.Today no schooling,but some people ruined my holiday!f those persons!

School days are just simply sianzz,i skipped asp quite alot of time this 2weeks,esp is Chinese,hahahas!((:,Sport fest i playing Captain ball,Floorball and Javelin.I dont know and dont feel like playing Javelin,but Mdm Mariah wanted me to play,but nvm,give it a try.((:,wish me good luck ok!Parents not at home,i damn scared at night,bcos only me and sis at home,who want come peii me?(:,nothing to post at all,i havent study anythings yet for my Prelim1,can see i damn slacked doesnt even look i'm taking 'N' level this year,shall try to revise something tonight,must try!Going to do my holiday homeworks,byeeeeeeeee!((: